This has been one of those weeks where I've spent a great deal of time wandering about in my head as I've tried to make sense of many things that have come to my attention. Many things that I'd rather not deal with.
I tend to be one of those people who chooses to believe the best about people and their intentions, but when something like this happens I begin to question everything. Can a person really not be aware of how things are or is it simply easier to bury ones head in the sand and act as if nothing is happening?
Why does life have to be so complicated at times? It seems the simplest situations become the most difficult to deal with.
So I have been praying and asking the Lord what I should do and in which direction I should go. While I believe the past is the past and expect nothing in regards to righting what is wrong (in the past) I do want it righted for the future. Are you thoroughly confused? Me too!
On a funner note (is "funner" an actual word?): my friend Kathy and I started our Belly Dance class this morning and am I out of shape...and uncoordinated! I've been at this for several years and am really terrible, but it's so much fun and a good lesson about being able to laugh at yourself. Plus we get to wear sparkly belts and make a bit of noise...not too much noise though.
Our class is from 8-9 am Saturday mornings and afterward we stop for coffee and wander around down town Fullerton for some antiquing. It's a relaxing way to spend a Saturday morning.